July 13th, 2005

Current Music: Fall Out Boy-Reinventing the Wheel to Run Myself Over Time: 04:57 pm Current Mood: cheerful

Hey everyone! I'm sorry to say that I think it's time for a new journal. New username: xxlostinadreamx I've been wanting to get a new one since last year but i knew it'd be a pain the ass to switch but I finally am so...I'm adding everyone and please add me back thanks! ^_^ (I'm not deleting this though and I'll probably check it every once in a while so don't delete me.)

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July 12th, 2005

Current Music: Fall Out Boy-Saturday Time: 07:45 pm Current Mood: crazy

Yay! I love my broadband! Everyone I have a new email address finally! I was getting sick of my other one! It's mcrlove2005@insightbb.com. So email to that one from now on. He Dylan...you know those two pictures I sent you yesterday? Well if you could send me those through email it would be greatly appreciated! The pictures I said I would post... ( This is side one flip me over )

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Current Music: Fall Out Boy-Dead on Arrival Time: 12:07 pm Current Mood: yay rain!

Yay it's raining! Oh the prettyful rain... OMG these are the videos that I absolutely can't stand watching: Mariah Carey We Belong Together Gwen Stefani Hollaback Girl Green Day Holiday (Unfortunately) :( Rob Thomas Lonely No More U2 City of Blinding Lights R. Kelly Trapped in the Closet Oh my...I saw Ms. Turner at Wal Mart...nauseating.... I have some pictures that I found on my camera and I took a few today and yesterday so I'll post them in a little bit after I can load them...after I get the Broadband.

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July 11th, 2005

Current Music: MCR-The Ghost of You Time: 01:25 pm Current Mood: missing him...

It seems like Dylan and I are competing on who can have the most interests are we not!? Lol we're such fools! ^_^

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Current Music: MCR-To The End Time: 01:14 pm Current Mood: crushed

Gosh! I really wanna go to the Warped Tour but NOOO! Tim won't take us! Dy-lan! Can't you at least ask your dad? Pleeease! We're desperate, aren't we!? Well I am! Don't you wanna see MCR...your Gerard...?? Fall Out Boy! And OMG! I shouldn't even think about it! I'm getting my braces tightened...I think that's what it's called anyway I don't know I'm not up on all this orthodontal stuff... I cleaned today...and read...what was the point in updating today?....I have nothing to say...

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July 7th, 2005

Current Music: Fall Out Boy-Dance Dance Time: 06:26 pm Current Mood: content

So nothing much has been going on lately like always. I miss my DY-lan! Come back! Yay! My parents have talked it through and we're getting Insight Digital and Insight Broadband! We can't afford it but we're getting it anyway! Lol! Like Theresa said: Big Brother's on tonight @ 7 but I'm sure it will be extremely and utterly stupid but oh well. Wow this week is going by slow but fast....0_o...does that make sense??

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July 5th, 2005

Current Music: Green Day-Paper Laterns Time: 09:46 am Current Mood: I miss him...

Bless Billie Joe for this song. All I can say is this cd is my therapy. Lol I replaced boyfriend with girlfriend... Paper Lanterns Now I rest my head from Such an endless dreary time A time of hopes and happiness That had you on my mind Those days are gone and now it seems As if I'll get some rest But now and then I'll see you again And it puts my heart to the test So when are all my problems going to end? I'm understanding now that We are only friends To this day I'm asking why I still think about you As the days go on I wonder Will this ever end? I find it hard to keep control When you're with your girlfriend I do not mind if all I am is Just a friend to you But all I want to know right now Is if you think about me too... ? So when are all my problems going to end? I'm understanding now that We are only friends To this day I'm asking why I still think about you So when are all my problems going to end? I'm understanding now that We are only friends To this day I'm asking why I still think about you

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July 4th, 2005

Current Music: The Early November-Come Back Time: 06:46 pm Current Mood: cheerful

So I'm going to see the fireworks tonight. It'll be boring but hey it's better than a poke in the eye with a sharp stick. Beautiful picture time to consume space... ( For all of this. I'm better off without you )

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July 2nd, 2005

Current Music: stupid R. Kelly song Time: 08:30 am Current Mood: awake

Yo I'm at Tiff and Theresa's house right now. It is 8:31 AM...wow this is a boring post. lol Tiff is still sleeping... Blah blah blah...

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June 29th, 2005

Current Music: The Spill Canvas-All Hail The Heartbreaker Time: 08:28 pm Current Mood: contemplative

Sorry about these boring posts but I have nothing else to write about...so... We went to Chicago today to some nature museum. It took 2 1/2 hours to get there! That's ok cuz I just blared my music the whole time. I guess Sam and Mikey have named me "The punkrocker girl"...which makes no sense...On the way back I listened to music again full volume as it was pouring rain and lightning...it was gooood. Aww tonight was our last soccer game...no! Oh well...we had ice cream that was good. Haha I'm watching The Breakfast Club. -I love that movie. Going camping tomorrow! Yay!

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Current Music: The Spill Canvas-The Night Will Go As Follows Time: 08:27 pm Current Mood: happy

You scored as Nerd. don\'t worry. after grad, you\'ll be the only successful bastard out of all those idiot alcoholics. </td> Nerd 50% Art Freak 44% Loner 38% Loser 19% Punk Ass Kid 13% Cheerleader/Jock 6% What's You're Sterotype? created with QuizFarm.com

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June 28th, 2005

Current Music: Green Day-Longview Time: 02:55 pm Current Mood: amused

Today we went orienteering. It was a lot of fun because we got lost out in the woods and we had to go through all these thornbushes and my jacket was completely covered in burs, but I learned how to use a compass. Jenna and I were the "compass ppl" and we had to lead the way and that kinda got us lost lol. Oh well. We had to find these eight flags that were wrapped around the trees and there was this freaky dude in this camoflouge outfit who was hiding and watching us. Uh he was scary. The woods were so pretty though. I wanted to take pictures. Bite my lip and close my eyes. Take me away to paradise. I'm so damn bored I'm going blind and I smell like shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit. LOL The Petey got his hair cut and he looks like a wittle poodle!! ^_^

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June 27th, 2005

Current Music: Green Day-All The Time Subject: Oh my... Time: 08:34 pm Current Mood: mm...rootbeer

Get ready for this boring post... Well I went to the YMCA Teen Camp today. It was fun. I thought it was gonna be kinda retarted but it wasn't. Reminded me of old times...lol I don't know what I'm babbling about...Anyway so we went to Camp Winnebago and I did the high ropes course for the second time in my life. I swear I should have had my inhaler cuz I was having a panic attack when I was going across one of them and I got stuck up there in a really uncomfortable and unsupportive position. I'm really proud of myself though which hardly ever happens cuz I'm always down on myself and nagging. I did a lot more than I did two years ago. I would have never done what I did today. I mean we were 35 or more feet in the fucking air! All the support we had were a couple wires. Freaky as fuck yo. The zipline was sooo fun though. Then I had to go to one of the worst appointments I've ever been to. I had to have that biopsy done on my back. Oh...needles...I've always had a phobia of them since I was little and I thought I'd get over it but I'm almost worse now. I couldn't help it. I bursted out into tears when she put all that equipment on the table right in front of me and she was talking about how it would start bleeding real bad. Oooh I HATE SHOTS!!! They MUST DIE!!!! Now I have a couple stitches in my back but they don't hurt. Then I went to Wal Mart with my mom cuz I wanted to get some hair dye and guess who I saw guess!? Q-Tip!! Oh my gosh I forgot how HOT he is!! I think he remembered me somehow because he was looking at me for a long time and then I was like,"Wait...he looks familiar...Q-Tip! OMG it's him! Mary would sooo die!" "Having the time of my life watching the clock tick. All the time. Where did all the time go? It's too late to say good night. Time flies when you're having fun yeah."

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June 26th, 2005

Current Music: The Spill Canvas-Your Evil Soul Time: 05:27 pm Current Mood: blah

Dude those fireworks last night were full of awesomeness! They give you such a happy feeling. Sounds stupid...yes I know. The rain was so awesome also. Felt so good... I went to Olive Garden today for Father's Day and my mom's birthday. The food was yummay! Lol...Not to sound like Lizzy, but...there was this really hot guy there. I walked past him and he looked at me. Then before he left he got up and his back was facing me but he turned around and looked at me and I looked at him! How sweet!! ^_^ Naw...

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June 25th, 2005

Current Music: Fall Out Boy-Of All the Gin Joints in the World Time: 11:01 am Current Mood: hungry

Haha. I'm eating a bagel with peanut butter, jelly, and bananas. -It's bananas! B A NAN A S! Anyway, Yesterday I went to Tiff and Theresa's house for their little pool party thing. IT was fun but I got sun burnt bad again! Da sadness.... Today I'm going over to DY-lan's house and I guess we're going to the fireworks...I hope...I think that's what you sad Dylan,///right? "You only hold me up like this. Cuz you don't know who I really am."

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June 23rd, 2005

Current Music: The Used-Light With a Sharpened Edge Time: 02:28 pm Current Mood: depressed

Did I mention I can't stand psychiatrists?! She made me feel all guilty for thinking all suicidally...(is that a word?)And anyway I started bursting out into tears and she just kept pushing me and pushing me and begging me to talk to her and I never want to go back there again. I have to though... I just want people like that to leave me the fuck alone.

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June 20th, 2005

Current Music: The Used~Hard To Say Time: 09:49 pm Current Mood: relieved

Hey guys! Link to where I got my awesome icon like what!?: http://immortal.tighten-the-noose.net/artLJiconsbilliejoe.htm Ya mon! Enjoy. ( Pictures )

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Current Music: Green Day-Welcome To Paradise Time: 01:03 pm Current Mood: stressed

I walked to the graveyard today. Long walk...and I was so hot because I was wearing black. Lol I guess I shouldn't have done that...I was walking and some dude honked at me...so annoying. Hey my cousin's gonna teach me how to play guitar! Freak yeah! Well not really teach me, but just show me the chords and shtuff///haha(Ms. Turner)

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June 19th, 2005

Current Music: The Used Time: 05:59 pm Current Mood: dead

Dylan. I just wanna tell you I'm sorry. I don't know why I did that to you. You know I'm sorry and you won't accept it. Why? You're just going to sit there and watch me feel like a loser? You wwon't forgive me? I wanted to get away. I'm sorry I wouldn't walk back with you. I didn't want to go back. I wanted to get away. I'm sorry...I'm sorry. Please don't do this to me...please.

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June 18th, 2005

Time: 09:25 am Current Mood: anxious

Holy crap! There are these guys that are right outside my window that are like totally crapping up the house. My mom hired them to take the nasty brick off because it's falling apart...unfortunately it's right under my window and everything in my room is shaking and AHHHH!

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